I Remember — New Moon Aquarius

So I begin, not again but anew.

Not the kind of new that everything that has been done is erased.

A beginning, that for the first time, since when it all started many many moons ago that only until now, do I get to choose.

Not all the selves before this one, not the different bodies in its many shapes and forms, its either gender or various colors but me, the one that has been here from the very beginning.

The one that signed the contract written before I knew the silver lining, the false truths, the limited perspectives, the fears, bad habits, love and sex.

Before all those pieces and places, I remember choosing a certain shade of a molecular atom that shown in the center of everything and that in fact, was how I arrived here today.

Now I’m the one that gets to step, to make this first step into a world of my own making.

Of course, not I alone could do this, not I alone walk a similar path, for it is the many that stumble towards or away from something that no longer fits. Either the suits you’ve been pretending or the masks you’ve been weaving lay them down next to you.

For we are choosing now.

To no longer be as either or, dark or light, it is the one thing, in this one particular life that we are choosing to become.

This does not mean it will be easy but if I lead decisions will be made with knowing and blaring truth and you will never question the road that we are taking.

There maybe no ending in this story, for I do exist beyond this body. But I chose to come, to be here with you and I will never leave you.

Nothing you could ever do could break me, no matter how much loss or shaking you do. I got you. I have all of you.

Every shred of doubt, fear, mistake or gut wrenching heart ache. I only wish for you to trust me. To pray for me to enter your every wish, for every choice, let me chose for you and may never-endings ever scare you. For there is plenty to learn and unlearn, to remember and to never forget again.

Let the soul enter the mind, the heart and the body.

Receive me and I will guide you.

Soul Blessings from my soul to you:

Blessings to all your house that have seen the many wonders and secrets of you.

Bless all the strangers that have been angels to greet you through every doorway.

Bless the souls that have called you here.

Bless all the people that have gifted you opportunities that you have taken or not taken.

Bless the choices that kept you stuck.

Bless the decisions made out of pain and suffering.

Bless the people who’s choices changed your life forever.

Bless this earth that is danced, walked, sung, tendered and made love upon.

Bless all those that have come and gone from this world.

Bless all those that chose to stay.

Bless those who’s passions, receptivity and creativity that has inspired many or just the one.

Bless all the waters that hold all of our friends, family, bodies and home.

Bless the land that keeps us alive, nourished and ravished in beauty and sound.

Bless all things seen and unseen.

Bless all that has come before and what will soon be.

Bless every kiss, every hug, every laugh, every tear, every roar, every touch, every wish, every dream and everyone on this earthbound soul shaking journey.

Blessed, Blessed, Blessed be

Nicole Marie is a Storyteller+ Astrologer inspiring others to become the storytellers of their own life. Join her on the Nicole Marie Astrology for guided meditations, ritual storytelling, archetypal intention setting and transformational journeys.